My Story

19yrs ago I was born of the Spirit (born from above) on the island of Oahu in Hawaii, but for 18 of those years God allowed me to be deceived by false teaching, like most people that believe in the Christ, I said a prayer called “the sinner’s prayer” and because I said that prayer I was led to believe that I made the choice to accept the Christ, I believed that lie for 18yrs.

After God removed me from the false church, God, by the Holy Spirit that lives in me, started to show me the truth & then God had me teach that truth using the internet, I am 43, I am single, I believe Eashoa is the Messiah (the Christ) and by that faith that God has given me, I don’t practice sin, which means I am born of God (Christian).

Jn 20:31 these have been written that you may believe that Eashoa is the Messiah, the Son of God and that believing, you may have life in his name

1 Jn 5:1  Whoever believes Eashoa is the Messiah is born of God [born of the Spirit].

1 Jn 3:9  No one born of God practices sin, because His seed [the Holy Spirit] abides in him or her; and he or she cannot sin, because he or she is born of God [born of the Spirit].

1 Jn 5:18  We know [absolutely] that anyone born of God [born of the Spirit] does not [deliberately and knowingly] practice committing sin, but the One Who was begotten of God carefully watches over {and} protects him [Christ’s divine presence (the Holy Spirit) within him who is born of God preserves him against the evil], and the wicked one [the spirit of the natural man] does not lay hold (get a grip) on him {or} touch [him].

The purpose of my blog is to teach the truth that is in the Bible so that people will no longer be deceived by those who teach false.

I do not believe “Jesus” is the name of God’s Son, I do not believe the Messiah (the Christ) is God, I do not believe God gave man freewill, I do not believe the flesh can do good, I do not believe anyone has to say anything to be born from above, I do not believe satan, the devil is a fallen angel, I do not believe demons are fallen angels, I do not believe any of the angels (celestial beings) sinned, I do not believe anyone is tempted by a fallen angel, I do not believe the Bible is written for this time period, I do not believe the “tribulation” is still to come, I do not believe “the day of the Lord” is still to come”, I do not believe we are in the “last days”, I do not believe the English Bible is 100% true, I do not believe Christ said “born again”, I do not believe anyone born from above practices sin, I do not believe anyone has to be water baptized, to be born from above, I do not believe the spiritual gifts have ceased.

God has been having me do this for over 9 months now, this is my full time job. I teach the truth on Facebook, Google+, Blogger.com & Twitter.

God is making me completely rely on Him for everything, I rely on God to provide me with everything that I need to live, God brings me the finances that I need through people that He has help me, living like this is not easy, it can be very stressful, but God always brings me what I need, my expenses per month are around $800, that’s for rent ($600), phone ($80),  and the rest goes for food

I live a very modest (limited) lifestyle, not by choice, but because God forces me to,  God made me sell my car & He made me sell my guitar that is in my profile picture so I could pay rent months ago, I would much rather have a job that pays good, so that I could eat better food and be able to go do things, but that’s not God’s will for my life right now, God makes me trust Him for everything,

As of Saturday, October 25, 2014 I have 6 days until I have to move, I wasn’t able to pay my rent for October so now I have to move and I don’t have anywhere to go.

I really need help, I need atleast $2000 to make it the next 2 months, I am hoping my landlord will let me stay in the living room, if that happens, I will have to pay $600 a month for rent, and the rest of the money will go towards my phone bill ($76 per month), food, and my storage bill (the storage bill is $175 per month), and hopefully by that time I will be able to find another job.

if you can help me, please leave a comment, or email me at – mark_spacer@yahoo.com, or call me at 619-813-3230 I’m in San Diego, California.

You can also donate here http://www.gofundme.com/fgdqhg

Thank you for taking the time to read this, and thank you for taking the time to check out my blog, if you have any questions please feel free to call me, email me, or add me on FB, Google+, or Twitter, & you can contact me there 🙂

Update: 12/17/2015

On Nov 19, 2014 I was forced to put all of my things in storage, & then leave San Diego, CA & go to Las Cruces, NM on a bus, I stayed in Las Cruces for 4 months & 5 days, I thought that I would find a job in LC, & start my life over there, but that didn’t happen,

then I took a bus from Las Cruces to Albuquerque, NM & then took a train to Kingman, AZ, I stayed in Kingman for 25 days, I thought that I would find a job in Kingman & live there, but that didn’t happen,

then I took a bus to Butte, MT, & within 12 days, I got a job as a courier in Butte, I drove all over Montana picking up specimens at various medical facilities in Philipsburg, Anaconda, Butte, & Billings, the Billings route was great, it was 450 miles each day, I did that route for the last 3 months that I was in Montana.

I stayed in Butte until November 22, 2015, & then I took a bus back to San Diego, CA, & came back to Poway on November 23, 2015, I no longer need help financially, thank God.

I was unemployed for a year & 7 months before God had me start making money again, that was really tough, but God provided for me the whole time, it wasn’t comfortable, but God gave me everything that I needed.

I had to quit my job in order to come back to Poway so I am looking for a job, hopefully I will find a job soon, the good thing is, when I left San Diego in Nov 2014, the minimum wage was $8 or $9, & in Jan 2016 it will be $10 so I can make a better living now, I still don’t have a car, but if I’m supposed to have one, God will make that happen.

I moved most of things to the room that I am living in, I still have some things in storage, but the storage unit that I have now only costs $90 per month so that saves me some money, things are slowly falling into place, it’s nice to be back home in Poway.

I don’t like the cold, that is why I left Butte, MT, I am very thankful for the time that I was able to have there, I saw bald eagles, elk, deer, & antelope often while I was working in Montana that was awesome, I drove thru snow storms, the weather in Montana is very extreme, I hit a deer near Bozeman, coming back from Billings, I was going 65 MPH, & a big doe ran right in front of me on the Interstate, the deer damaged the front end of my work car, but I was able to drive back to Butte.  Montana is beautiful, but it wasn’t my home, that’s why I came back to Poway

8 thoughts on “My Story

    • That wasn’t God’s will, I was supposed to sell it so that I could pay rent, God gave me the guitar years ago when I lived in Hawaii so that when I needed money for rent a few years ago I could sell it and not be homeless, I would much rather have a place to live than have a guitar

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      • You miss the point. It’s like giving a man a fish or giving him a fishing rod and teaching him how to fish.
        With a fish you have possibly two meals.
        With a fishing rod you can feed yourself indefinitely and equally as important, others as well.
        I own a Strat and would never sell it. Rather gig and get paid.

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      • I had no choice I was forced to sell the guitar so that I could stay in the room that I was renting at the time, selling my guitar enabled me to have more time to find another job, which happened, everything happens for a reason.

        Playing the guitar is fun, but it never paid the bills for me, that wasn’t the course in life that I was supposed to take, if playing the guitar brings you money, that’s great, but that didn’t happen for me, what works for one person may not work for another.

        Are you in a band ?

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  1. If it was truly God’s will, then you wouldn’t still be struggling to pay the rent. Everything would have been properly laid out without the stress and worries of finance. You truly need to reach out to Jesus and pray that He reveals the truth to you. You are being deceived and you don’t even realise it. There is only one name in which man can be saved, and that name is Jesus!
    That name has been working fine since Jesus ascended to heaven and is still the name that is saving and healing people today. People are being born again in the name of Jesus, are being filled with the Holy Spirit which is Jesus. The name Jesus has been doing great things for 2000 years, why all of a sudden do you think it has been changed now? Jesus, the same yesterday, today and forever.

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    • On the contrary, I am doing God’s will, your words to me are not from the Spirit, they are from the flesh, your false accusations about me reveal that you are a devil (false accuser), that you are not let by the Holy Spirit, which means that you are led by the flesh, those who are led by the flesh are not the children of God.

      Also your lack of compassion for my situation reveals your true character, if you were truly led by the Holy Spirit, you would not have said what you said about me, you judge what you do not understand, that’s the truth about you, no one led by the Holy Spirit would ever say the words that you said to me.

      The Apostles never said the name “Jesus”, so what you are saying to me is false.

      The truth is, no one has to believe in the name “Jesus” to be born from above, in order to be born from above, a person has to believe God’s Son Yeshua is the Messiah, and then God willing, God will baptize the person in the Holy Spirit.

      I believe Yeshua is the Messiah and I don’t practice sin, therefore I am born from above, I am baptized in the Holy Spirit, I am led by the Holy Spirit, you on the other hand are a false prophet, if you were led by the Holy Spirit, you never would have said the words that you said about me, because the Holy Spirit does not go against the Holy Spirit, that’s the truth about you

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    • The letter “J” did not exist during the time of the Apostles, therefore they never said the name “Jesus”, that is why I use the Aramaic name “Yeshua” in this post

      There’s more than one “Yeshua” in the bible, so Yeshua can’t be the name that’s above every name that God gave His Son, the name that’s above every name, is the name “Christ” (Matt 24:5)

      For those who don’t know, the word “Christ” means “the Messiah”

      Matthew 24:5 – For many shall come in my name, saying I am the Messiah

      Philippians 2:9-10 – God highly exalted him [Yeshua] and bestowed on him the name which is above every name, that at the name of Yeshua [the name of Yeshua is the Messiah] every knee should bow and every tongue confess that Yeshua the Messiah is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.

      In order for a person to be born of God, a person must believe that God’s Son, Yeshua is the Messiah, no one has to believe in the name “Yeshua” to be born of God.

      John 20:31 – these have been written that you might believe that Yeshua is the Messiah, the Son of God and that believing you might have life in his name

      The statement “in his name” in John 20:31 is referring to believing Yeshua is the Messiah, it is not referring to believing in the name “Yeshua”

      1 John 5:1 – Everyone who believes Yeshua is the Messiah is born of God [born of the Spirit].

      1 John 3:9 – No one who is born of God practices sin, because His seed [the Holy Spirit] abides in him or her; and he or she cannot sin, because he or she is born of God [born of the Spirit].

      1 John 5:18 – We know [absolutely] that anyone born of God [born of the Spirit] does not [deliberately and knowingly] practice committing sin, but the One Who was begotten of God carefully watches over {and} protects him [Christ’s divine presence (the Holy Spirit) within him who is born of God preserves him against the evil], and the wicked one [the natural man] does not lay hold (get a grip) on him {or} touch [him].

      A Christian is someone that believes Yeshua is the Messiah, that no longer practices sin.

      A Christian is led by the Holy Spirit, no one led by the Holy Spirit will ever say, “a person has to believe in the name Yeshua to be Christian” because that isn’t the name that is above every name that God gave His Son. No one led by the Holy Spirit will ever say something that is not the true.

      If someone claims to be Christian and says something that is not true, the person is not led by the Holy Spirit, the person is led by the flesh, those who are led by the flesh are not the children of God.

      Romans 8:14 – For as many as are led by the Spirit of God [the Holy Spirit], they are the children of God.

      In the world today there are many people that claim to be Christian that say it is ok for there to be different denominations in the church, that it is ok for a Christian to believe something different than what another Christian believes, but the Bible does not support different denominations in the church, 1 Corinthians 1:10 says that the church is supposed to believe the same thing.

      1 Cor. 1:10 – But I urge {and} entreat you, brethren, by the name of our Lord Yeshua the Messiah, that all of you be in perfect harmony {and} full agreement in what you say, and that there be no dissensions {or} factions {or} divisions among you, but that you be perfectly united in your common understanding and in your opinions {and} judgments.

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